How have I changed

I can´t remember being so sleepy as I am now. I used to stay all the bloody night awake, before, doing things that I liked, but now I fall asleep at 1am. That’s a good side of it, cause when I go to bed I felt asleep inmediatly, without suffering about the next days and the things to do in it. The truth is that I believe that I achieve to think a bit less about tomorrow and focus myself into sleep. Indeed, cause sleeping demands a great exercise of tearing thoughts apart. I guess Ortega y Gasset said that. But first, I’ve heard from Margarita, a high school philosophy teacher. On the other hand, I can’t remember being such a disinterested as I am now. I guess I’ve been really annoying with a lot of people, but very nice with the people I love. In fact, it gives me a little bit of embarrassing to strike up relationships with people that I barely now, Guess that’s normal or maybe it was like that always. Mmmh, I think the consisting difference is getting to aprecciate your closest and see them in a better way. I believe that I gave a positive turn